Stop kicking and screaming...
Last Sunday, Ben Ollenburger (Biblical Theology Prof. @ AMBS) was at our church. He was teaching on Isaiah!
One thing he said, that resonated with me, was
"That you are blind and deaf does not mean God has not spoken" - Ben Ollenburger
In my years as a pastor, I have walked with many people who believe that God is not speaking. They experience desolation - those spaces where God seems absent. In times of desolation, God's adversary takes the opportunity to undermine faith. In my experience, the adversary works on a number of different levels.
The adversary undermines self-worth: God doesn't love you, God isn't speaking to you, God isn't present with you because there is something wrong with YOU.
The adversary undermines belief in God: You don't experience God because there is no God.
The adversary undermines God's character: God doesn't love people, God doesn't engage in human affairs, God is aloof and unconcerned, God isn't good, kind, loving...
The adversary undermines God's nature: Maybe God isn't all powerful? Maybe God is trying to speak, but can't? Maybe God wants to show up but God can't.
In times of desolation, we are particularly vulnerable to these accusations from the adversary. However, in times of desolation, it doesn't necessarily mean there is something wrong with us or God.
The toddler was in the shopping cart. She was kicking her feet, making a loud clanging sound as they struck the metal shopping cart. She had her hands over her ears, blocking out all sound. But it wasn't enough, she closed here eyes tight. She shook her head from side to side, causing her pig tails to fly, as she yelled. Her mom was right there, calmly explaining that while she loved her, she could not have the cookies. They were not healthy.
Was the mom present? Yes, even though the child couldn't see her. Was the mom speaking? Yes, even though the child couldn't hear her. Was the mom loving? Yes, even though the child didn't get her way.
Is it possible that times of desolation are God's subtle reminders that we are kicking our legs, shaking our heads, covering our ears, shutting our eyes and creating so much noise that God - who is present, loving and speaking - cannot be heard?
Instead of turning on ourselves or God, as God's adversary would love, times of desolation are times to invite Jesus to step into our lives, to calm our kicking feet, to remove our hands from our ears, to open our eyes and to encourage our silence so we can hear God!


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